Self Reflection

Have you ever wonder how far you'll go if you push yourself to the max?

I know I haven't been pushing myself to my full potential... Been always following the flow, follow mood, follow whatever...

Imagine if I did push... I would have gotten into matrix, would have gotten the scholarship, would be a good pianist/violinist and be able to play the guitar... I won't be fat... lol...

All the would haves, and what ifs.... haha... I should just focus on the now, and how to make myself a better person...

but so lazy.... and THAT'S how I always go back to step 1...