Touch Down Kuching Airport

Oops, I know I'm supposed to blog about my Gold Coast trip. LOL! Sowiiii... When I wasn't emo I didn't have time so that's why no post. I thought I wanted to post some pictures but I realised that I didn't have any good photo, so that's out of the question. But there wasn't much that I did there... Just the normal stuff like, swim in the sea, shopping, go to the theme parks, visit cousins... That's all... Anyway, when I do feel like blogging I'll blog about it. LOL! If I remember.

Anywayyy, back in Kuching... Met up with Ian, Eric, Bibie, Tim, Deb, Irwin and Ollie. Semua mature dah ehhh.. lol... sik berubah lansung~~ LOL! In less than 24 hours being home I went out to the movies, car ride around Kuching... Then lepak again at night at Hijau. No pictures 'coz forgot my camera. Whoops, have to wait until Deb and Ollie post the pics on Facebook.

Ok... I better stop, it's 12am here already and I need to wake up early to send my sis and bro to music school. Sial~~ Start of the days of me becoming driver... Aiyahh, hopefully I still remember how to drive manual car. =P

The bloody results are out....

Sighhhh.... I didn't get the results I wanted to get... It's so frustrating when everyone else you know got like a G.P.A of 7 and all I got was a crappy G.P.A *.*. Yes, it is censored to save your all of the patheticness of my crappy results. You'll thank me for not disclosing it because you'll cry tears of sorrow and will wallow in Sharlene-pitiness. Yup...

But everyone's telling me I did my best, and I should be happy for my results... yes, it's true... I could've gotten worst, but... I wanted to do better.... I'm not happy. Full-stop! I know I'm actually drowning my sorry butt in self pity but my head's full of what-ifs. If only I knew... I would've studied more, I would've been more serious, I would've concentrated more... bahhh... but it's all too late now... Bloody shit...

I am sad... Sad is bad... sighhh... Just what I need to ruin my holidays... I was so happy today... sighh... was... past tense...

Okayyy... I should really stop aye... Probably annoying you guys... Quite surprised you actually read until here... I guess I'm lucky I'm in Gold Coast now... At least I won't be sad for long... The swim in the ocean was relieving... the huge dinner was fulfilling... perhaps it is because of these God knew I won't be going into depression...

Sighhh.... I MUST WORK HARD FOR UNI!!! This is a lesson for me... I hope I won't forget this. This hurt me worst than a hundred daggers piercing through my broken heart... more than a million lorikeets' sharp claws digging painfully into my bare skin... more than the saltiest ocean water burning your huge fresh cut...

Don't worry... I'll get better... I hope...

PS: Will blog the Gold Coast trip as soon as I'm in the mood...

A day of nothing but shopping...

I know to some this is heaven, but today... I was already tired even before I went out!! We walked around DFO like from 11am something all the way to 5pm something!! But it was really really enjoyable 'coz of the wonderful people I hang out with today. Thank you guys!!

On the other hand, still waiting for results... somehow I have this feeling that they don't wanna tell us until graduation. So agonizing... but at least it's better... mood's not spoilt yet. LOL! I really hope I do well even thought I know I don't deserve good results. Regrets, but nothing can be done.. it's over... sadness~

Then the hunt for accommodation next year. Sooooo agonizing and stressful!! Who would've thought just renting a place can be so hard!! In the movies they always get to have really nice houses without hassle... why is it so hard here in Brisbane!! Annoying~~

Dear God, please do help us... =(

Exam Paranoia

Yes, I am paranoid... I get scared so easily these days... haihs!! Started off with Hung... Hurmph!! He so smart, go set his MSN nick as "OMG!! EXAM RESULTS ARE OUT AT MYFY!!!" just because he was bored... I was like, OMG SO FAST??!! Then panic panic panic!! After that, I found out it was just stuff to get entertained... Aiyahh!!

Then today's case... Sometime around 11pm... Oh, I meant last night, 'coz it's 1.47am now. lol!

Deanic came down and said, "Hey!! Are the results out? Carrie said the results will be out..." "WHAT?!!! NOW?!!" I said. "Ya... at 12am later".

At 12am... OMGOMGOMG!!! SCARY!!! Open Internet Explorer, typed MYFY web address... Enter password... LOOK! FIND! NOTHING!! Cheyyyy, kenak tipu again...

Then on MSN:

Shalyn says:
shit
Shalyn says:
deanic just made my heart pumped faster..
Shalyn says:
and no i do not have a crush on him
hq says:
HAHAHHA
hq says:
i was just kidding la
Shalyn says:
wad kidding?
Shalyn says:
i know u kidding about the jealous party
Shalyn says:
*part
Shalyn says:
omgg
Shalyn says:
i can't spell shittt
Shalyn says:
as in the results thingy
hq says:
hahahahahaa
hq says:
its out meh
Shalyn says:
OIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
Shalyn says:
shittt
Shalyn says:
u scared me too
hq says:
aiya
hq says:
u den scare me ah
Shalyn says:
I read it as it's out
hq says:
omg
Shalyn says:
wad?
Shalyn says:
wadwadwad
hq says:
no la
hq says:
nth
hq says:
ur being paranoid
Shalyn says:

swt
Shalyn says:
u omg make me scared even more la!
Shalyn says:
haihhz

Sighhh... So scaryyy... Results will be out soon... Today (Monday), tomorrow or Wednesday...

On the other hand... Family's coming on Thursday!!! WOOHOO!!