Yeah, back home in Kuching...

Believe it or not, 2 days after touching down in KL and I got sick as in flu and stuff. 2 weeks after I got home, I got food poisoning. OMG!! I don't wanna think what will happen in 2 months time! ~swt~

Yeah, I went straight into school after 1 day rest. It was pretty much okay, but stressful. Don't look at me like that, I know I got home only 2 weeks ago, but that time's enough to make me stress ok. Tests and quiz seems to take part every week, and teachers tend to give us piles and piles of homework. Stop looking at me like that, I DO do my homework okay... =P

Sorry, I haven't had time to meet up with you guys. Time flies! even when I'm back home... LOL... My room's still in a mess as in my cupboard's empty, my suitcase is still full.

I hope I'm well enough to go attend the theory thing tomorrow. Apparently the Malaysian road goverment wnat to kill us with 5 hours of boredom. I hope I survive it with my upset stomach. sighhhh... pray for me. heheee... thx in advance.

Ok, i gotta stop. Just drop by here in case you guys thought I got lost on the way flying to Kuching. Haha!!

sitting with the heater turned up so high...

Yeah, preparing myself for 30°, sun, and heavy rain.

I won't pretend I'm not freaking out... It turns out to be so much harder to go back than to leave. Before I came, it was always suppose to be a year thing and come back to familiar grounds again. But somehow along the way my heart opened to new stuff and I learned to be one of them too. Now, it is so hard leaving and knowing that when I come back everything will be different.

I won't deny the nights I can't sleep I spend thinking about the future. Will we still be friends or will we just leave it as it is... Will I have new friends or can I fit back even after a year away... Will I be able to fit into my new school... Will you be able to understand I need time to re-adjust?

Well, there's so many things running through my head, and I'm not sure if you'll understand. I won't hide that I've change... not only physically but also mentally. I'm no longer this naive 16-year-old. I just hope you'll accept my changes as I accept yours. I'm just so scared that we'll grow apart, 'coz we haven't talked in a while...

I try to forget about the future by acting like nothing's changing, but stuff makes it hard to forget that I'll be leaving in a week's time. People asking stuff like, 'when you're leaving' hit me always on the head forcing me to make a countdown in my head. But don't get me wrong... stuff like going shopping without this little calculator in my head counting how much Ringgit it'll cost, dragging my ass away from Chinese Restaurants, not being able to join reunions, not being able to eat what I thought I'll get so sick of makes me realise that, no matter what, home will always be home even though it seems so foreign at the moment.

Ach... home seems so far away even though it's only a matter of days...

Silvester!!!

Technically it's no longer Silvester... Silvester's new year's eve... and it's 2 hours and 23 minutes into the new year already... So guys...

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008!!!!

Selamat Tahun Baru!!!

Frohes Neues Jahr!!

Xin Nian Quai Le!

Okie, I'm not sure if the last one is correct or not... Forgive my Chinese, I didn't learn it in school, so if my pin yin is wrong, help me correct it by leaving me a comment k??

So the fireworks were really crazy after 12am... after an hour plus there were still people lighting up their fireworks! But it was really misty that you couldn't see anything 50 meters away. You could only hear the fireworks. But it was still beautiful 'coz basically almost every house in my street lighted at least 2! People came out of their houses at 12 and started wishing everyone else Happy New Year. It was really nice.

Well, I guess you guys will be wondering and waiting for juicy stories about my Silvester celebrations... Sorry to spoil your mood, but I'm just a boring pig... I didn't really celebrate Silvester that big.

I started the day by going to sleep at about 4.30am plus... and then waking up at 9.30am, but only got out of bed at about 12.30am. And then ate my 'breakfast' of 2 slices of bread and a glass of milk and watched some film my host sister was watching. Later on I went online and read some Malaysian dude's blog about cycling from L.A. to Malaysia. I was pretty amused tho. After that I walked Akira with my host dad along the canal which was really nice. After showering, we had raclette for dinner which was really lecker!! After dinner, we played some guessing game and then Tabu afterwards. And before we could say Happy New Year, the count down was over. We hurried and opened our seck bottles and toasted to the new year and literally ran outside to join the orchestra of fireworks lighting up the misty sky.

I bet the others are probably really drunk right now but I'm all sober blogging... haha... what a way to start the new year huh? Well, it's a part of the reason why I'm all depress lately but I won't go into the details 'coz I don't wanna blog about something bad here... But like I said... or like I didn't say, it's egal! It wasn't like I didn't enjoy it at all right?

Soooo... I hope you guys had a more memoriable New Year Countdown... and wish you guys einen Guten Rutsch ins neues Jahr!! (A good slide into the new year!)

PS: sorry I didn't have any photos, like I said, it was really misty out there!