To go or not to go??

I wanna leave.... always wanted to... and then... suddenly something happens... I don't wanna go anymore... but I do... but I don't... I hate it when something happens and then you feel like you don't want to leave anymore.

Sigh... Might be leaving Kuching again... soon. I want to... I'm really sick of !@##$@#$#$#$ but so many happening stuff are gonna happen.
1. my friend from Japan might be visiting
2. my class is going to a cool school trip to a cave. (LOL, doesn't sound cool but wadever)
3. I made new friends...
4. I think I've attached myself to Lodge already...

Sigh... but if I stay here I don't think I can meet any University requirements... 'coz I'm just too... FINE!! i won't say it... Melvin will hit me on the head if I say this again. Haha. I'm just not a science based student... I think... Well, at least I feel that way. And if I go there it'll be a new start (I always say this, don't I?), new subjects!! (no more science!!), and guaranteed placement in UQ, a uni I wanna study in for psychology.

Sadness... But something happened this week... and now I don't feel like leaving... 'coz I got to know you guys so much more now... sadness... and we grew closer.... and it sucks leaving newly found friends...

But I wanna go.... but I don't... Actually I do... but I dunno!!

Anyway, not time to do decisions anyway.... not yet accepted anyway. til then, still have to bare with science. =(

The Great Escape

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight


This song is somehow or another stuck in my head for quite some time already, so yeah... it's sorta my fave song at the moment. I guess 'coz I'm really wanting for my great escape... Somehow I wonder how many escapes are we allowed to have in a life time? I hope more than one...

Do you feel sometime life is such a pain in the ass??? I just wish that my great escape is coming soon and that I can just forget everything that happen yesterday. No more homeworks, no more exams, no more worries about getting into Uni, no more lectures, no more time flying away. Just time and more time for myself...

So emo... swt.

Sowiiiiii

My appologies to all you guys who drop by... still patiently waiting for updates. LOL! Sorry yaaaa... I haven't been online for so long... So lazy to online with piles of homework greeting me everyday.

It's the hols, but still so lazy... Where did I get this laziness from hor??? So impossible la me. Haihhh...

Just bare with me... I have no stories to share really... I know... I'm a boring person. xp