Down Under

So yeah, I arrived like... on last last Sunday... in Gold Coast. I thought I would be staying there for a while, but no, I went straight to Brisbane after a night there.

Anyways, I thought... Hey... I'm in Australia... how cool is THAT???

Until I realise I have NOTHING to do until my classes start on Tuesday (20.05.2008), Monday's Orientation. Bahh!! Sad right, how the illusion of Australia tend to make things sound cooler... LOLzzz... I'm so bored that I actually am LOOKING FORWARD to school!!! o.O

Sooo, what have I been up to the past couple of days?? I got myself a bank account, I got myself a library membership card, I went to the city myself... yes, MYSELF... he he, met up with Suh Cing there and then she navigated me past buildings and buildings and more buildings, took a ride in the City Cat (it's actually a boat, i don't know why they call it cat), and to Chinatown and all. It was fun... really fun, compared to my other days... which was not so fun... =P

I realise on the day I stepped onto Brisbane land... (or earth or whatever you want it to be called), that... I was basically on my own. Sure I'm staying with my cousin etc, but... most of the stuff I have to do myself. Like searching for a room and etc. It was and still is a huge OMG!!! I mean, I'm not even 18 yet!! Guess what I just realised today... I left home at 16... I mean, some people don't even leave they homes until they are like 20 plus... My dad said, "Who ask you to go to Australia and make you mature so fast?" *speechless* Tell you the truth, I didn't expect to be that independent. But that's life, sooner or later you have to leave your mummy's wings and take of yourself...

How I wish it didn't have to be that soon... =(

Sharleah...

Haha, no, I did not spell my name wrongly...

Today, or tonight was the farewell party for Leah and I. It didn't feel like my farewell party 'coz... well, I wasn't leaving yet. It was pretty funny... LOLs... OMG, I almost died with laughter. So funny... Alcohol does many... funny... stuff... will not elaborate on it... Later somebody's face get redder... LOL... ok... I will stop laughing...

Oh wells, time flies.... so fast... Leah's leaving... so scary... so fast... soon it'll be me... but until then... i'll be just sitting around at home, playing SIMS, i know, I'm boring... waiting for my P license... so stupid, not yet one month yet... I SO WANNA DRIVE!!! but i'm so scared of taking the test... what if I fail.... no lar... cannot think negative. I must pass... so that I can drive! LOL!!

Oh... I'm going.

Scary how things fly so fast....

I'm going... Hopefully I have more things to blog about. Haha. But for now... ain't much happening you know...

Right.. So I got aceepted into this Uni in Australia. I dunno why I want to go there so much... it's just like... I dunno... seriously. Like God made everything happen and I'm just following the current.

Right now, enjoying my few weeks of holidays. Doing stuff I wanted to do ever since I came back... READING. Haha. I thought I lost my touch of fast reading, but I got it back. Hehe. OMG, I was so scared!!! But it came back after all. Now I have to write more, 'coz I think I'll forgetting how to spell. My English is so crappy now it's scary!! Oh, I might have to take an English exam... apparently my GCE A1 English might not be good enough. o.O damn, why now?? after I lost most my English... crap!

To go or not to go??

I wanna leave.... always wanted to... and then... suddenly something happens... I don't wanna go anymore... but I do... but I don't... I hate it when something happens and then you feel like you don't want to leave anymore.

Sigh... Might be leaving Kuching again... soon. I want to... I'm really sick of !@##$@#$#$#$ but so many happening stuff are gonna happen.
1. my friend from Japan might be visiting
2. my class is going to a cool school trip to a cave. (LOL, doesn't sound cool but wadever)
3. I made new friends...
4. I think I've attached myself to Lodge already...

Sigh... but if I stay here I don't think I can meet any University requirements... 'coz I'm just too... FINE!! i won't say it... Melvin will hit me on the head if I say this again. Haha. I'm just not a science based student... I think... Well, at least I feel that way. And if I go there it'll be a new start (I always say this, don't I?), new subjects!! (no more science!!), and guaranteed placement in UQ, a uni I wanna study in for psychology.

Sadness... But something happened this week... and now I don't feel like leaving... 'coz I got to know you guys so much more now... sadness... and we grew closer.... and it sucks leaving newly found friends...

But I wanna go.... but I don't... Actually I do... but I dunno!!

Anyway, not time to do decisions anyway.... not yet accepted anyway. til then, still have to bare with science. =(

The Great Escape

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight


This song is somehow or another stuck in my head for quite some time already, so yeah... it's sorta my fave song at the moment. I guess 'coz I'm really wanting for my great escape... Somehow I wonder how many escapes are we allowed to have in a life time? I hope more than one...

Do you feel sometime life is such a pain in the ass??? I just wish that my great escape is coming soon and that I can just forget everything that happen yesterday. No more homeworks, no more exams, no more worries about getting into Uni, no more lectures, no more time flying away. Just time and more time for myself...

So emo... swt.

Sowiiiiii

My appologies to all you guys who drop by... still patiently waiting for updates. LOL! Sorry yaaaa... I haven't been online for so long... So lazy to online with piles of homework greeting me everyday.

It's the hols, but still so lazy... Where did I get this laziness from hor??? So impossible la me. Haihhh...

Just bare with me... I have no stories to share really... I know... I'm a boring person. xp

Yeah, back home in Kuching...

Believe it or not, 2 days after touching down in KL and I got sick as in flu and stuff. 2 weeks after I got home, I got food poisoning. OMG!! I don't wanna think what will happen in 2 months time! ~swt~

Yeah, I went straight into school after 1 day rest. It was pretty much okay, but stressful. Don't look at me like that, I know I got home only 2 weeks ago, but that time's enough to make me stress ok. Tests and quiz seems to take part every week, and teachers tend to give us piles and piles of homework. Stop looking at me like that, I DO do my homework okay... =P

Sorry, I haven't had time to meet up with you guys. Time flies! even when I'm back home... LOL... My room's still in a mess as in my cupboard's empty, my suitcase is still full.

I hope I'm well enough to go attend the theory thing tomorrow. Apparently the Malaysian road goverment wnat to kill us with 5 hours of boredom. I hope I survive it with my upset stomach. sighhhh... pray for me. heheee... thx in advance.

Ok, i gotta stop. Just drop by here in case you guys thought I got lost on the way flying to Kuching. Haha!!