Exam Emoness

Yahh... Standard bah... LOL! All the regrets come out after exam... "I should have... I shouldn't have..." etc... But... too late! It's OVER!

Went down to Gold Coast during the weekend, the plan was to visit my sick aunt, in the end... But she was too sick for visitors, so I just stayed at my other uncle's house. Say wanna study but I played games, played with the dog, went out on the boat with my cousins, had a dip in the pool, watch ice age 3... But I did study when the guilt came in...

Read all the lecture slides at least twice, did all the homework questions... Even go attempt the practise exam...

I could do the practise exam questions, so confident la go take exam... Check2, sial susah tahap dewa the exam...

Bleahh...

Now emo... I think I can kiss my dean's scholar program goodbye... T.T and what... it's only the 5th week of 2nd year... :(

First Assessment of the Year!

And it's DONE!!

After all the drama involving, I'm soooo glad it's OVER!! I just hope that we manage to get a reasonable mark...

Fuhhh... I think we did well tho... Seeing that we only did the script 4 hours before presenting, and we manage to write a pretty decent dialogue in like an hour and half. My idea bah to do the counselor-adolescent role play... XD Hopefully we'll get marks for creativity... The tutor seem to like it, hopefully he really does...

You know how sometimes the evaluator says, oh yes, you guys did well, and then you expect you did well, but you got like an average only? I really hope that he genuinely liked it...

But it's over... if it was bad, then it's time to pour more effort into my other assessments, if it was good then it'll be a bonus.. :)

Anyways... 30% test on the coming Monday, and a 1300 word (25%) article review dued on the Wednesday... :(

Busy busy busyyy...

Busy also can still go watch Alice in Wonderland... terok tok ah...

My assignments due dates damn the very kacaks wor... 23rd March group presentation, 29th statistics midsem exam, 31st article review (1300 words)... Gila mau mampus dy... Then still got homework to do in between those assignments!! My holiday will also macam no holiday... why? coz got an essay dued right after holiday... ciracaks btols!

Times like this I wish I don't have to continue studying... I just wanna relax at home in Kuching, with the nice cool fan, with my ASTRO, and my normally available car to bring me around2...

2 tahun gik Sha... then you finish degree... dongiveupdongiveupdongivup!!!

MY LAPTOP LIVESSS!!!

I'm out of depression againnn!!! WEEEEEE~~

Who knew my laptop had such an impact huh?!! Haha... I feel so energized and happy now I feel like I can flyyyy!!! BECAUSE MY LAPTOP LIVESSSSS!!!!

I just suddenly couldn't get it to start yesterday afternoon, which was weird, 'coz it was fine in the morning... I was sooooo upset... I didn't know WHAT TO DO! It's my entertainment, my source of communication, and my place to vent out frustration or boredom... OH MY GOD, THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME BACK MY LIFE!!

I know I shouldn't rely so much on my laptop... but... it is true... without it... I feel so lost... ahhh... Laptop.. you're my number 1... :) oopsss.. did I say that? TERKANTOI!! Sorry sayang, I still love you... haha...

Oh... My darling laptop... muaks muaks!!

Early Stress?

Aiyaaaa... I'm so annoyed thinking about this again... huhhhh~

So bodoh ba... But in a way it was my fault... and there's nothing I can do...

The story goes like this... I enrolled into this course, but then... because I signed on late, there were no more available tutorials that I can attend. So I emailed the course coordinator and ask her whether I can enter another tutorial. The thing was, she kept replying my emails late, but then again, the sign on for this course was kinda last minute also...

Then yesterday she replied me saying, the other option I can offer you is that you do this course next year. Then start la my stress... Coz I already arranged my timetable, and then I already told my manager my availability when I can work... And then I found the Taekwondo club in uni, and I thought I really wanna join...

So anyway... I thought...fine... screw this course, I enter another course and just do this course next sem. Now my timetable is so screwed up... And because I just enrolled into the new course yesterday, I still haven't got the slides for today's lecture... so I wake up for nothing! Aiyaaa... I could have slept for 1 more hour!

Oh wells... We'll see how things go... :(

Addicted to Vanilla Twillight...

My post got nothing to do with Vanilla Twillight or Owl City... Haha... It's just that, it's my favorite song at the moment... It's on replay over and over and over again on my computer and Ipod... I know laaa... Soon I'll be so sick of the song, but like cannot get it off my mind, 'coz the lyrics is soooo what I feel at the moment...

Anywayyy... haha...

Haven't been updating... I know I very teruk la... XD

Been back in Brisbane for like 1 week dy... cun2 1 week la from today... Still miss home... Before I left pun dah miss... what more to say being here... Counting the days until I can be home again... LOL!! It's like in another 8 months plus... Aahhh!! But have to sabar la... Sacrifice lok, then after that can enjoy... kannn? :)

2nd yearrr... What can I sayyy? It's soooo different than 1st year... 1st year really slack la! I must work harder this year... My friends who were in 2nd year last year was telling me how stress and how much workload they have, but I sik cayak... That's why la me... Now jak realise how much work they have to endure...

Aiyaaaa~~ K laa... enough of me complaining...

Over and OUTTTT!